Well Well Well

Well today was another good day I guess. Any day that isn't a bad day should be considered a good one right? I got to sleep in and miss two periods of geometry. From there I went to Quinn's and had a weird talk about snakes and stuff. Career and Personal Success was as good as always, probably because I respect Mr. Marshall so much. Seriously, top three teachers that I respect the most and have learned the most from have got to be.
TOP 3
Mr. Marshall
Mr. Cackovic
Mr. Denk

Each of those three have taught me something different. Some taught me more about school and some taught me more about life.

back to my day though... econ was quite the gong show. We drew little graphs and the lines and dots gave me a huge headache. Lunch was as funny as always and I had a good time. English wasn't bad. i spent most of the period with my head down, but I interjected a couple times. Public Speaking was sick because we ad a pizza party for all those people who got published in the Post Gazette, including yours truly. Study Hall I was a sell out and went to the library to work on my Senior project stuff.

In the library Mr. Kropf's class was down there working on some project. The overall lack of desire to learn and lack of respect for Mr. Kropf was very disheartening.

After school I went to Graz's for a FIFA tourney which I came in dead last in. No big deal though, I had fun which is all that matters. I went home from there and right to the swim meet to watch my best friends. I sat with Levi and Jared and we had a great time joking around. The girls team won like always and the boys team lost... but they showed some heart tonight and I got Goga to flex for me, that's always a bonus.

After I got home from the meet I finished up the homework I had and I have just been sitting here. I have nobody to go to New York with me this Saturday which sucks pretty bad. Graz is getting his wisdom teeth out and everybody else is busy.

I've been doing so much thinking these past few days and I've realized that sometimes I am my own worst enemy. I blog all this life lesson stuff and sometimes I can't even back it up. Nothing worse than that. When you can't live the way you talk about living. i just hate that I so often live my life for others. That has to be my worst characteristic. I try to please everyone and that's straight up stupid. I need to just do me. Do and say what I want. Let others pass opinions because they are bound to either way.

But like always tomorrow is a new day. I'm taking it day by day. Each day has its highs and lows and I'm beginning to recognize that even my lows aren't that low. Even though I've never been high, my highs are incredible. When I'm being myself and having fun I feel unstoppable. Lunch is probably one of the times where the real me comes out. I say whatever pops into my head and i don't care who hears it. Probably because everyone at my table is a good person and they know what to expect out of me by now. The only other people i'm like that around are my best friends and my family. Speaking of which I cannot wait to see John and Jarrett on Saturday.

I do owe someone a shout out though. Levi. I read your blogs today and they are special. I'm glad that you think so highly of me. I think highly of you too. Sure you've made your mistakes and you've paid for them too. You've caved in to peer pressure before, but at the end of the day you are a caring son of a bitch. Which is one of the best things to be in this world. Your one blog said your friends are all gone away to college but you're wrong because I'm right here. I've known you for a long long time and even though you've always been quite the bullshitter you are a great guy and a friend who I know will always stick up for me. Sure I'll let you know when I think you're bullshitting me, but I'll always have your back. No matter what. And don't ever be afraid to text me about anything, whether it's about school, life, or if you just wanna hang out.

Pumped for another Friday free of work. Eff it Friday will be on full tomorrow.

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