These past few days have been a headache for various reasons and I've been feeling drained. Mentally, physically, and most of all emotionally. I think part of the stress is that I have work tonight, tomorrow night, and Saturday from 1 to 5. More than that it's just work in general. My weekly schedule has gone as follows.
Sunday- Baseball 8-10:30 at night
Monday- School, Drivers ed 7-9, Baseball 9-10:30
Tuesday-School, Work(On call) 5-?? Usually until 10.
Wednesday-Repeat Monday
Thursday- School and then possibly work(Like tonight)
Friday- School and then possibly work 5-close
Saturday-Work either 1-5 or 5-close
Sure, maybe there are some of you with busier schedules, but to me that's hectic. I also am supposed to fit homework in there somewhere.
In addition to the busy schedule I'm fretting senior trip planning. I don't know what I'm going to do for it. I want to be able to go and use my grandpa's house in Hilton Head but I don't think he will let me.
Done complaining though. My life is good. I forgot to mention this last night, but I am ready for baseball.
Unfortunately, I feel like I'm one of the only ones. Trevor and I both want this season to be a memorable one, but we see how many kids (even seniors) would rather just screw around. It's sad really because this could be our year to make a run at it. I hope certain kids get their heads on straight and realize the opportunity at hand. I know that when the season rolls around I'll be out in the outfield chasing down fly balls and I won't be the one to let the team down.
Despite being drained I have been pretty cheery as of late. I find myself dancing around and singing to myself... Sounds weird, but I like it. I also like that I have so many people in my life to turn too. My friends, as I have mentioned before, are the best. Simply the best. Not just my guy friends though. Amanda and Ashley are great, great friends. I love them both dearly. I talk to Ashley every day and never get bored doing so. She knows more about me than most people do. She's truly one of the best friends I have and I haven't even known her that long.
I'm super excited for college. I'm excited to be in New York or Philly and I'm excited to visit everyone at their respective colleges. Between Ashley and Ty I'm going to see a lot of the most boring state in the country. Ohio. What a gay state, seriously. hate it. But I'll suck it up for those guys. I plan on being an avid Zip swimming and Musketeer soccer fan. I'll come home and visit Davey and Draino down in Oakland. Maybe stay with my Grandpa and just chill in Oakland. I'll go visit Schweins wherever the heck he ends up and same goes for Amanda...hopefully she ends up somewhere really warm so I can escape the north.
Overall I'm really content with my life. The people in it are the ones who have showed they want to be there, and the people not in it, well I don't need them. I love the life I lead, and no matter who you are you should love your life too.
NP: Count On Me- Bruno Mars
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