The Fall, The Fight, and the Rise Back Up

The Fall is a part of life we've all experienced. A low, low place deep inside ourselves. A place we can fall too even when 95% of our life seem great. The other 5% can drag you down, down into that deep hole you feel you can't get out of. The Fall is a sickening thing because we should never have to experience it. We should never have to feel low when we have so much good in our lives. But we do anyway. We Fall into a subconscious depression where we can play it off like we're fine when really we're torn up and beaten down. The Fall can occur because of love lost, love that never fully developed, or a drive to find love in a seemingly loveless world. I've Fallen before, for all of the reasons above.

The Fight is a part of life not everybody knows. It's a part not everyone will know either. It takes a strong person to Fight back against the Fall. We can Fight for anything we want in this world. Sometimes you need to choose your battles carefully though. After a Fall we want to Fight, but sometimes for the wrong reasons. We want to get back at those we feel have wronged us. Personally I feel I have fallen victim to love not fully developing the most. For a while I accepted defeat. I brushed it off as it wasn't meant to be, and maybe it isn't, but shouldn't I still Fight? I've fought before, never with my fists, but I have fought. And I feel like if I truly want something I need to go for it. Sure chances can be slim but the greatest stories you read are ones where a slim chance was acted upon and capitalized on. I'll fight, as I've said before, until the battle has been exhausted and is no longer wanted to be fought over. What's meant to be will be and we can sit back and let life play out which is all well and good, but if I don't at least get in the ring how will I know if someone wants me to Fight or not?

The Rise Back Up is a part I'm still learning about. I'm fighting now and I'll continue to Fight. The fighting isn't an outrageous battle, it's a winnable war. A beautiful war, a truly beautiful war in my personal opinion. I'm Rising against an enemy that isn't there. The enemy really and truly is fate. Fate is a son of a bitch. But I believe in the Fight and the Rise back up so I guess I'll tempt fate.

I believe in a lot. And I started really believing again this past Christmas.

I believe in 10 main things dealing with all aspects of life. I believe in...

• Words
• My own word as well as the word of my friends.
• The power of words and their ability to move people.
• True Love
• Be it a relationships or a friendship.
• Finding that one person who shares your ideals and making them yours. 
• Beauty
• Inner beauty that comes with strong morals and character.
• Outer beauty that is merely a bonus because of the person's inner beauty.
• Family
• Putting family first.
• Protecting them at all costs.
• Happiness
• A daily choice we make.
• Being the reason someone chooses to be happy. Or Making someone smile or feel special. 
• Staying Clean
• Avoiding drugs and alcohol.
• As well as remaining clean of hate.  
• The Good
• The good in every person.
• The good in every situation.
• The Bad
• The fact that there are just not nice people in this world.
• That the bad may be bad, but hating them won't make them good. 
• Myself
• That I control my own destiny.
• That I have a bright future.
• Fighting for the other 9 Beliefs
• If I don't fight for them, then why even believe in them?

That's it for tonight. I read some incredible blogs that gave me the chills. It was incredible. I love you guys. I don't need to tell you who you are, because if you've made it this far then I love you.

NP: Samson- Regina Spektor