You'll Never Walk Alone

2 weeks and 1 day until I can get my tattoo. That means 15 days until I can cement a saying on my body that will always remind me of my best friends. You'll never walk alone won't represent the idea that I always have my friends, but rather that even when I feel my most lonely I have myself. I talked to Trevor today about the idea of being a loner and not needing anyone else to make me happy. Trev has some interesting opinions on women, love, and life. I enjoy hearing all his opinions on those three subjects. I'm happy to see where he is at right now. The kid's finally found one he cares about.

I crept into a funk a bit earlier tonight and have since removed myself from it. I listened to "Woman Like You" at least 20 times tonight and every time I do it makes me feel a little bit better. I feel like there is that one girl out there for every guy, and that in time we will all find them. Maybe we already know them, we just don't know it yet. Maybe we will meet them in the near future.Who am I to say really?

The other great point Trevor brought up was this blog. He asked if I did it because it made me happy or if i did it for the notoriety and sense of accomplishment. He asked if I'd still write even if no one read it. And honestly I would. I might save my fingers the stress of typing it all, but I know I'd keep a journal of some sort at least for poetry. Writing is a beautiful thing, and expressing my ideas is something that truly makes me happy. Positive feedback and the nice words people have to say is just extra. I'd lie if I said sometimes I didn't write for other people. I write to get a rise out of a group. I write to inspire, to question, and to be heard. I think the idea of my thoughts being read is just as cool as people actually reading them. If only one person a night read my blog and felt some sort of emotion while reading it then I succeeded... even if that person was me.

This blog isn't for you or me, it isn't for class anymore, and it isn't for attention. It's for fun. If I love it, then why not keep going?