I Would Have

It's 3:26 in the morning and I'm doing this for YOU.

You should know I definitely would have. How could I not when you're all I think about? When you're all I want to think about...

Waking up like this is weird. It's even weirder because my stomach dropped when I read that.

If love is what you feel don't think twice; say it. Love is the one emotion that left unexpressed is a real crime. I will never have a problem saying I love you. By the way, I do love you.

Being the sickeningly optimistic boy I am I like to think I'll have my chance. That my time will come. That our dreams will come true. Is that such a wrong thing to be optimistic about??

A part of me will always feel for you.

If you want to know what's going through my mind listen to the song "Austin" by Blake Shelton. Read the lyrics and take time to figure out what it's about. It's about a powerful love and never giving up on something.

Back to sleep now in an attempt to avoid the constant flow of thoughts. A flow that at times overwhelms and floods my mind. When my mind is flooded, and my body numb, will you be my lifesaver? I'll stay afloat as long as I can. And if I do sink I sink not as a man upset, but as a man excited. Excited for that time where I have you to hold.

NP: Austin-Blake Shelton