What If?

What drives me crazy is how certain things in life play out.

I say I don't have any regrets in life, but I have a few.

One I feel comfortable sharing with you is how I underachieved this past year. I told myself I would work hard, play well, and get a football scholarship to help my mom pay for college. The disappointment stems from not playing my junior year thanks to tearing my quad. Funny how something as minor as running through the waves at the beach could potentially cost me thousands and thousands of dollars. I worked as hard as I could to get my leg back to full strength, but it was never the same. Sadly, I don't think it ever will be either. That's my biggest regret/disappointment. I wanted to pay for my schooling and make my mom and Dad proud of me. I wanted them to be able to come and visit me and watch me play. That won't be happening though.

What if I never tore my quad? 

But like I told someone the other day, what ifs will kill you.