We really should take a walk someday, that way we don't have to dream what we could've been. We've all dreamed what we could have been. We've all talked that big game. Few of us have taken action.
There is so much I want to say in this post and I doubt I'll say half of what I want. That's because I've said it all before and I'm coming to the realization that some words put down here, some dreams, might not ever become a reality.
I asked earlier at what point does hope become negligence and I finally feel I've found that point. I haven't given up on hope, I've just realized I can't neglect the fact that certain things probably won't happen.
I've also realized that what I want might not be right, and sadly I'm okay with that. Maybe in this case being wrong will work out right. Maybe I need to be wrong to show other people that being right wasn't so right. Or maybe that makes no sense and i'm trying to condone my actions.
The main question from before was how far is too far. I haven't gone too far yet. Not by a long shot. I have so much more to give and to do. Too far is a place I'm willing to venture to for you.
Call me crazy if you want, I'd understand if you did, just know it's all the truth, it has always been.
I don't usually wish, but this 11:11 I'm going to. I'm going to wish for the same thing I did when I blew out the candles on my eighteenth birthday.
I took my time on that wish. I wished for something I want worse than anything. That wish is still in the process of coming true. I know I'm doing all I can to make it come true, and if you think of anything else I can do, please let me know.
Still waiting on a chance.
NP: So Good- B.o.B
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