How Far?

How far is too far? At what point does hope become negligence? When does what I want conflict with what is right?

These answers elude me.

I want to do right by those around me and at the same time I want to be as happy as I can be. I want to take a chance, I want to explore all possibilities, and I don't want to hurt anyone in the process. I'm coming to the realization that I despise letting people down. I also detest compromising my morals. The idea of going back on my word makes me ill, and if I am wronged in any way I refuse to ever hurt someone the way I was hurt.

There are problems with being so headstrong about keeping your word. Sometimes it might hold me back from a situation that could end up being extremely enjoyable...but for the most part sticking to my word has helped me out so I can't complain.

I want to take a chance. Just gotta think of that chance first.

NP: Unwell- Matchbox 20