NYC

In exactly one month I'll be asleep at my aunts house awaiting for my move in day at Fordham.

Surreal.

It's exciting and at the same time scary.

I'm excited to be going to my dream school in my favorite city, but something has me feeling overwhelmed.

I'm not sure if it's the fact that I'll be in a city of over eight million where I only know three people. Being one of eight million makes a person feel so small, so outnumbered.

Or it might be the fact that unlike almost everyone I graduated with, I'm not going to college with anyone I know.

I'm sure I'll make friends soon enough I'm just uncertain.

Uncertain as to whether I'm going to try and walk on to the baseball team or if I should just settle with intramural sports.

Uncertain as to if I want to stay majoring in accounting or switch my major.

I don't know why I feel so overwhelmed, but I do.

I also feel like I have unfinished business at home that I need to take care of. I'm not sure if it's with friends or family, I just feel like there is something that needs to be closed. Some loose ends that I need to be tied up.

Maybe this is all just a lack of sleep getting to me. Maybe I have legitimate concerns. Maybe, maybe, maybe. They'll drive you crazy those maybes will.

NP: Closing Time-Semisonic