Just Blah

The title represents how I've been feeling as of late. Kinda blah. I really don't even understand why I've been feeling this way. I tend to be a pretty happy person on the outside, perhaps it is all catching up to me on the inside. The thing is that I have no reason to be anything but happy. I have great friends, great family, a good job, and overall a pretty damn good life. I wish I could just cheer up, but for whatever reason I can't. I feel like there is one thing missing from my life. I wish I knew what exactly that was.

I'm tired of having this negativity in my life though and i really hope to have a more positive outlook in the coming days and weeks. High school is quickly coming to a close and I want  to live it up while I can before i move on to a fresh start at college.

I think what bugs me the most about people is that people don't realize something good they have in front of them. They piss around with something else and miss an opportunity. This goes for any part of life, whether it be a person you miss out on, a job, a position on a team, or just a grade in a class. Missed opportunities are a sad part of life. I like to think of myself as an opportunity. An opportunity as a friend or even as something more. All I know is I need a change. What, where, when, or with who that change will occur is a good question. A question to be answered another day.

Last thing. Just something I've been seeing that just eats at me. On both of the other social networking sites I affiliate with (Facebook and Twitter)  people complain every weekend that they have nothing to do, or that they are so mad they can't party. "Oh I can't wait to go to college so I can party every weekend." What's annoying is that those people are the same people who call everyone else immature. How can you claim that you can't wait to get to college to be away from immature people whenever you want to go to college just to drink? To me that in and of itself is immature.

I've said enough for tonight though.



NP: Desire-Ryan Adams