It's 5 o'clock in the morning

Okay so it isn't 5 o'clock in the morning by any means. It is actually 12 something. But work today was so long it felt like it was 5 a.m. (Plus the fact I like the T Pain song) Work was rewarding though, I was supposed to get minimum wage because i'm only in training but because I worked hard Jess said i was going to tip out also. BONUS. Maybe i don't deserve that bonus because I only worked as hard as I thought i should, or maybe, just maybe I am an overachiever... probably not though.

Work is awesome so far and i like it way more than my previous jobs because there is hustle and bustle. Basically I am always moving and always interacting with people, which is probably my favorite thing to do. Which begs the question why am I sitting in my den alone, blogging to a cyber community that probably doesn't give a shit what I have to say?  The answer to that is because I can.

I could be out partying and what not. But I choose to be at home. I choose what I choose because i am who i am. I'm sure people will say what the want about me and that's fine, i just hope that for every negative remark that is thrown around about me that I am getting two positive ones somewhere else. Then again it doesn't really matter because what people say about me and how people actually treat me are two separate things altogether.  "Talk is cheap" is a great cliche, in fact I like most cliches. cliches are used so much because they make so much sense.

Aside from work and my general complaints about people I would like to say that my day was a good one. I got to bowl with some of my best friends and I didn't have to go to school. (Not that I don't like school, quite the opposite I really enjoy it)

Now I can see that I am ranting and it is probably time I got to bed, but before I do, I ask you all one question. I'm sure it has been asked 1,000 times before but i think about it constantly... What is the true meaning of life? What are we here for? What is our purpose? I guess that was several questions but it never hurts to do a little thinking does it? boom another question.

Night blogger.


NP: 5 O'clock in the Morning- T Pain