forgiveness

I hold myself to a higher standard, and that makes forgiving myself infinitely times harder to do.

I'm not used to letting people down and because of that I'm not used to being forgiven.

I'm more accustomed to being the one doing the forgiving, and I tend to forgive very easily. Everyone except myself, that is.

It's probably because I feel like they're letting me off easy and I feel the need to punish myself for what I've done wrong.

I make mistakes.

I'm extremely human.

I'm different though, I always have been.

It's up to you to decide if my difference is for better or worse.

I think I'm one of the good ones.

NP: High For This- The Weeknd or Ellie Goulding