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Monday, August 20, 2012

a long way away

Sometimes I catch myself talking about forever. Saying things like, "I'll love you forever," or, "I want you forever." It isn't always about loving forever. Sometimes it's about saying I'll never do something. Like saying that I'll never drink or smoke in my life.

No human can truly understand the concept of forever. Does forever stop the day we stop breathing? Can forever be altered by choices made by those around us? What if we want something forever that doesn't want to be had forever?

It's fun to talk about forever, but in reality we can't guarantee anything past a few hours from the moment we are in. I can't even promise you that in reality. It can all be gone in the blink of an eye. Forever could be an hour.

God forbid that happens, but it could. Life is fragile.

If you tell someone you'll love them forever does that stop if he or she does? If you die? It shouldn't. Love should be unconditional and shouldn't end with death.

Love in life and love in death.

I'm not afraid of loving, I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of dying without love in my heart.

I used to be afraid of fully falling, not anymore though.

It seems like forever, but once I'm gone I won't be coming back home again until Thanksgiving at the earliest. What scares me is the "at the earliest" part.

I'm gonna miss the people I love like hell. This is my life though and I'd be a fool not to go and live it.

NP: Forever and Always- Parachute

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