Darn

Work today was horrendous. 25 to 30 people over 5 hours means a ton of me sitting around. I hate not having anything to do. On the bright side I only work one other day this week, but I am tutoring a kid after school on Thursday and Friday. (I know so caring right?)

I'm starting to realize how emotional people can be. I, myself, am an emotional person. My friend, who will remain nameless, is the most emotional guy I have ever met. I love this kid to death though, and even though I get annoyed when he texts me for help I wouldn't have it any other way. I like being the person he turns to for guidance, but sometimes i let my own emotions get in the way and I'll flip on him. Maybe he needs it though.

As for my emotional self, I like to pretend that my emotions don't play a large role in my decision making, but they obviously do. Sometimes I'll act purely on what I feel at a certain time. Usually though I set aside my emotions and I am able to make a decision that is best for the situation at hand.

Recently my emotions have been all over the place. One minute I'm worried about college and the next I'm thinking about what to do after school. the next I'm busy looking at twitter and refreshing it 100 times. From there my mind will wander to what other people are doing. Then I look at my phone for a text even though I know i didn't get one. My mind wanders more miles than I'll ever travel, but that's just the person I am.

I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am and always will be a thinker.

I feel good now. Blogging and reading blogs always improves my mood.

I've also realized lately that texting becomes so monotonous so fast. I might start limiting myself to a number of texts and if people want to talk to me they can call me. Hearing someone's voice and the inflection they use with their words will always trump reading a message. I am so freaking tired and have so much homework I could be doing. But I think I am going to post this blog and go start on another one.