Have you ever woken up next to somebody and had them say, "I want this forever."? And in that moment the little voice inside you says, "Forever is a long time. Maybe that's a bold statement." but in the eyes of the girl looking back at you is yourself. And not only do you see yourself, you see the you that would be lost without her. You tell her that you want forever too, and you know deep down that you mean it. You're very cognizant of the fact that it's going to be difficult, that at times it's going to hurt, but looking at her you know it'll all be worth it.
You know you aren't perfect and she isn't either, but that in somewhere in your imperfections the two of you are perfect, for each other at least.
The littlest things she does are the things you love the most. (you love the big things too) You go out of your way to make her smile. You have a lot of firsts with her. Including taking her someplace you've never taken anyone else.
You spend the next half hour talking about the future. Talking about something that's very uncertain. Uncertain doesn't mean impossible though.
I'm not someone who likes to talk about things that aren't for sure, about things I can't guarantee. I feel like I'm in control of this though. I talk about forever because I know what I want. I'm only eighteen, but I'm not stupid.
Call her my weakness, I guess you could say she makes me weak. More than making me weak she makes me strong though. And more than making me strong she makes me smile.
You could call this a perfect weekend, I wouldn't argue with that at all.
NP: Angel- Shaggy
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