Week's Review

This week hasn't proven to be my best one of the year. It's been an all around pretty crappy week. Losing housing is up there at the very top of the list of worst things to happen. Luckily if that's the worst thing that happens to me in 2014 I'll have a damn good year.

I've just been thinking a lot about this perceived "rut" of mine. Truth be told I let some things bug me way too much. Things that aren't worth my time.

But I've also realized there are some things I cannot seem to avoid. I get a feeling a lot of the time when something new comes into my life that maybe it's something good. I feel like "maybe this is it, this is what it's all about." And then as time goes by I realize that it wasn't anything special. It was just another thing. Not to say that is a bad thing. Everything in my life means something to me. It's just that I'm looking for something with a little substance. I'm looking for something worthwhile.

And I haven't found it at the bottom of any shot glasses. Or in the crowds of people in my lecture halls. I'll catch a glimpse of what I perceive to be a worthwhile endeavor but soon enough it fades to nothingness.

It's out there though.

Just gotta keep looking.

NP: Alone Together- Fall Out Boy