This vacation has been much needed. Relaxing, fun, and familial.
My sleep patterns have gotten worse though. Every night I stay up well past when I'm done talking to anyone and I sort of talk to myself.
Never out loud, but I let my mind wander and it's just the same as talking to myself.
I scour the Internet and social media sites picking apart every single thing I see. I dig deeper and deeper trying to find how serious something is.
Every night I try to figure out what's next. Next for me to read, to understand, to see, or to encounter.
And each and every night I come to the same realization. I don't know what's next.
Each day that passes I'm no closer to understanding.
And that's okay because I don't have to understand.
I just have to keep trying.
NP: Lego House- Ed Sheeran
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